time and tide wait for no man
i was rather sad when i took this picture.
the first flat you see in this picture is the flat of my parents. this beautiful skyline is gonna be gone. gone like how my dad is gone. so bloody sad. you see the majestic towers on the right, they are the Great World City towers.
i've told myself to remember how he lived and not the last days because it is how he lived that defines him. dad was diligent, honest, loyal, humorous, creative & showy. all of which i think i inherit. dad was never a sad person but i am.
for nights and many nights i dont know why but i struggle to stay awake. even till my eyes sting with tiredness i refused to sleep. i guess again i am holding on to time, which is non-existent. as if sleeping less would mean time was still. i think i am a bit screwed-up up there....
